Journal 11: The Plateau

Look for something positive in each day, even if some days you have to look a little harder.
– Anonymous


Week 11: July 9 – July 15

Where do I stand with my goals? What have I accomplished? Others are there and I am only here. I still have no idea which direction I want to go towards.

It’s July… These are a few of the thoughts that run through my mind nonstop. After doing some thinking, I can say that none of these thoughts are benefiting me in anyway. Mainly because instead of asking and trying to dig deep within my soul for the answers I am criticizing myself for my lack of direction and putting myself down. Did you get that? I, as in me, myself… putting my VERY OWN SELF down.

Why?

Why am I putting myself down? Why am I my greatest enemy?

I should be my biggest fan. I should be rooting myself for how far I’ve gotten. I should be supporting myself in the highs and lows. Quite frankly, it seems that I am only a supportive person during the highs.

Weekly highlights:

  • I am still living. I am still breathing. I can see, hear, touch, feel, and love.

Things to work on:

  • Re-evaluate future: career wise- education.
  • Be more patient: I noticed I’ve been on edge lately with people and I need to reel it in. Be more patient. Be more understanding.


P.S.
Once you release your fears, you are longer chained. Better late than never.

This weeks theme song inspiration: You would have to lose your mind by Barr Brothers

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Just a dreamer trying to change her life within the next 3 years.

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