Changing My Life

I am going to change my life. .. Sometime mid-march of 2018, I decided I was no longer going to be a prisoner of society. I am tired of living just to be in debt. My freedom is dependent on how much money I have left to spend after paying bills. Feeling like a zombie […]

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Journal 11: The Plateau

  Look for something positive in each day, even if some days you have to look a little harder. – Anonymous Week 11: July 9 – July 15 Where do I stand with my goals? What have I accomplished? Others are there and I am only here. I still have no idea which direction I […]

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You Would Have To Lose Your Mind

They say you would have to lose your mind. Lose your mind in order to become undone. That is the process to finding yourself. You will become so undone that no remnants of society, past lovers, or family history can influence who you are meant to become. So… are you willing? Willing to lose your […]

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Lost and Found

you would have to lose your mind fall completely and utterly in the dark lost in the void of time cold and shattered in order to find you in order to become you completely and truly you

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A Dreamers Mind

my mind wanders into depths unknown to man kind where my dreams have no boundaries my soul is interconnected with the universe people talk they always say i dream too much with my head stuck on cloud nine yet i can’t help but wonder if it is them who settle for the ground instead of […]

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Repercussions of Perfection

flower petal nails velvet skin jasmine scented hair starry eyes she is the essence of beauty but deep in her soul blood red organs fade to black her soul rots from the poisons in her veins

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Journal 10: Spiral of Life

“Life is like a spiral. You continue to attract the same experiences until you learn and grow from them”. ~ Claire Michelle  Week 10: July 2nd – July 8th I didn’t do much last week. I didn’t have the energy, the motivation. I just needed a break. I needed to feel the wind rustling through […]

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Apologies To Myself

i’m sorry that it took so long to open the treasure chest to release you from captivity i’m sorry i was afraid to share you with the world to let your wings spread and fly i’m sorry for not trusting your strength to handle the weight set upon your shoulders i’m sorry but i’m here […]

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Lost In Time

i have this tendency to be stuck in my thoughts whether it be in the past or in the future i’m always lost and the hazy air never clears time comes and goes and loops back around what a trick life plays this battle between the past and future this struggle to stay present time… […]

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All My Love and Hope: Missing Soccer Team Found

My heart is aching and yearning. My heart is full. Words cannot express the emotions I am feeling. I contemplated writing this post for the fact that it isn’t what I usually post. But emotions overwhelm my body and this blog is meant for me to release my emotions. It is meant to be my […]

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Journal 09: No More Hiding

Don’t be afraid to fail. Be afraid not to try. Week 09: June 25 – July 1 It is officially July… I feel like New Years was just yesterday. Time sure does fly by. I spent this weekend in Iowa visiting my siblings. It felt great to break normal weekend routine and spend some time […]

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